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Monday, February 28, 2011

I'm Back

Celebrating my birthday in Florida

Whew, it feels great to be back.  I went to Florida for 2 weeks as a kind of working vacation.  I thought I'd be blogging from Florida; the lack of good internet connection (I was in a rural area) and being busy kept me away.  I did have time for reflection and contemplation though. 

When I got back home last week, there was a huge stack of mail and emails waiting for me. It was a big stack, but not as big as my stack of laundry.  My national certification as a massage therapist is up for renewal at the end of March, so I worked on the renewal forms and took an online ethics course for it.  Basically, it was a full week of taking care of the details of living life.  That plus reviving after a long drive home. 

Last night, I watched a movie called Enlighten Up.  There's a scene where BKS Iyengar, founder of Iyengar Yoga,  is being interviewed.  He said the first 6 years of his practice of yoga was all about his physical health.  During that time, he did not consider the philosophical or spiritual aspects of yoga.  He said something like, "How can you think of philosophy when you can't even stand up?"

That reminded me how lucky I am to have a life where I can spend time in contemplation.  The odd week of busy-ness which keeps me from writing and looking internally is rare these days.  That's in part due to taking time off from running my business and living in the barn.  But it's also due to being fortunate enough to be born in a country where basic needs are more readily supplied than in other parts of the world.  It's due to having good health and a working mind.  The causes and conditions of personal growth and creativity are complex, but obviously they start with having basic needs met. 

In the next week, I will be sharing some of the thoughts and insights I had while on the road.  I looked into doubt and belief, pre-determination and free will, and happiness in general.  So stay tuned to read my musings on these subjects & more :).

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Om Purnam Video

Sunday's featured video:

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Friday, February 4, 2011

Running Water

This morning I have running water.  I am filled with gratitude when I allow myself to marvel at the simple wonder of the water that comes from the tap.  Today it's easy to be grateful for running water because it's the first morning in three days I've had it. 

In video I posted earlier, "A Good Day," Brother David Steindl-Rast says, "Open your hearts to the incredible gifts that civilization gives us.  You flip a switch and there is electric light.  You turn a faucet and there is warm water and cold water and drinkable water.  It's a gift that millions and millions in the world will never experience."  When I view my life in that way, everywhere I look I can find somthing that I appreciate. 

I love the simplicity of my life, and yet, in the midst of that simplicity is a complex web of technological support systems.  Like the well, pump, and pipes, technology can make my life easier to an extent that I will probably never even fathom.  Technology also brings complications with its gifts.  It's easy to recognize this when I work with my cell phone, facebook page, laptop and other devices.  I think there is a balance for each of us between what supports us and what complicates our lives.  I plan to explore that balance in my life.  Perhaps I'll find new ways to simplify and more things to be grateful for.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Saving the World

Here's a quote that resonated with me strongly yesterday:
"The rule is that you don't have to save the whole world all by yourself.  Because there are millions of starving people in Africa, don't think that you have to feed them all, or that you have to heal the many sick people in India all by yourself.  It is a naive, "do-gooder" idea that you have to save the world.  Just do the task alloted to you, even if it is small.  Every one of us is given something to do in life, and if that is done well, then you will find that the Light-force can function correctly within you, and that is more beneficial to the world than overdoing everything and collapsing."  --Imre Vallyon in Planetary Transformation (p. 113)
When I was younger I really wanted to save the world and ended up feeling as if I was falling short of what I was "supposed to do."  Lately, I'm more content sharing a smile, finding compassion in a difficult moment, or sharing what I have in the moment.  Though I don't want to shirk my responsibility or potential, I find solace in the idea that the task alloted to me is enough.